well there is nothing really new in my life. except for the fact that tommy is finally outta my life and i am livin single and free for the first time in a very long time. he tried calling me and that just ended up like it always does, me hanging up the phone on his crying in my ear about some bull shit that is apperently all my fault.
anyways, lately i've just been so stressed out about my whole living situation. im not sure if im going to be able to make rent this month. (god i hate my life) i just wish i had all the money in the world to buy whatever i want. i wish it were that easy. so all i can do is sit around and hope everything turns out okay on the first. but i mean to better my stress and aggrevation, my car got all fucked up in north carolina last weekend so i have to take that to the shop and pay like a million dollars to get that fixed, nina is outta town so i have soooo much work to do which requires me to stay late, i have no money for food, i cant seem to find a doctor that takes my fucking insurance so meanwhile im going fucking crazyyyy which no one but heather would understand haha. (sorry heather)
i just wish i wasnt such a push over, then i might have money to support myself, and food to last me longer than one night, but then again if i wasnt so giving to my friends i might not have any, so for that i am thankful :)
p.s. i still dont know why i have a live journal, the only person that is gonna read it is heather haha
LOVE YOU!
anyways, lately i've just been so stressed out about my whole living situation. im not sure if im going to be able to make rent this month. (god i hate my life) i just wish i had all the money in the world to buy whatever i want. i wish it were that easy. so all i can do is sit around and hope everything turns out okay on the first. but i mean to better my stress and aggrevation, my car got all fucked up in north carolina last weekend so i have to take that to the shop and pay like a million dollars to get that fixed, nina is outta town so i have soooo much work to do which requires me to stay late, i have no money for food, i cant seem to find a doctor that takes my fucking insurance so meanwhile im going fucking crazyyyy which no one but heather would understand haha. (sorry heather)
i just wish i wasnt such a push over, then i might have money to support myself, and food to last me longer than one night, but then again if i wasnt so giving to my friends i might not have any, so for that i am thankful :)
p.s. i still dont know why i have a live journal, the only person that is gonna read it is heather haha
LOVE YOU!
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